When I feel depressed, and alone, the best medicine is to put on my headphones, playing some motivating music, and get the pilot lit on my White Fire by visualizing a circle spinning around me at hundreds of miles an hour. and also the part at my core which seems to be all things at once, whatever I desire. It is then that I realize that I am the builder. I am the force that attracts others. I am the pillar of the world that I wish to create for myself. All of the sudden, then, there is more of a spring to my step, my chin is up, and I have an air of confidence.
I didn’t wish for it, like a beggar. I built it, like a developer!